He'll have about a day with it before she starts to really panic that it hasn't shown up again like other people's things. But sorry Kol, it's mostly an outlet for her depression and fear — you know, fun things no one wants to really talk about with other people.

He'll be treated to many pages about how hard it was waking up every day facing an eternity without Damon, and how it hasn't gotten any easier in this messed up afterlife, and her guilt over finding a semblance of happiness with Jon Snow in Beacon. He can also read all the gruesome details of her encounter with the Baubledook, how terrifying it was to be at its mercy, and how upset and angry she is that this place made her see Damon that way.