player: Lauren, tinylongwing character(s): Rosinante plans: Rosinante's greatest fear is being discovered to have been born in Mariejois as a Celestial Dragon, and the fallout that comes from that. Where he comes from, these people are the ruling class, consider themselves to be literal gods, and are accustomed to having anything they want, so greed, hedonism, and narcissism run rampant and they're guilty of torture, abduction and slavery, casual murder, and pretty much everything awful you can imagine that someone might indulge in when they have infinite money and power and there are zero consequences to their actions. Because of their physical separation from the bulk of the world's population, as well as the military's dedication to protecting and serving them, those who despise them are generally powerless to actually do anything about it. A lone, unprotected Celestial Dragon in the world of the common people might find himself in a pretty dire situation very quickly should they wish to take revenge, which Rosinante discovered firsthand as a child.
Anyway, here are some ways his fear could be experienced by others:
Deep self-consciousness that everyone who sees you is staring, because they know exactly who you are and what you've done and they hate you for it; that your friends might decide to hurt you, betray you, and/or abandon you now that they know
The feeling that you're being hunted, and your very survival depends on not being found, coupled with hallucinations of people (strangers, or friends) with weapons chasing and attacking you, leaving phantom injuries
Seeing the above happen to a clumsy, scrawny blond child in ragged clothing, who you might find hiding in your closet and who refuses to speak
Those actually near him might at times see him in this deeply cursed outfit complete with a clear spherical helmet over his head, regardless of what he's actually wearing
And if you have other ideas on how this fear might be represented/hallucinated/shared with your character, I'm happy to accomodate! He's been holding onto this his whole life, so it's time it gets out finally. notes: Rosi will be joining the expedition to the mines but you all better believe the above stuff can be seen by anyone, except the last one I suppose which is limited only to other people on the trip.
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character(s): Rosinante
plans: Rosinante's greatest fear is being discovered to have been born in Mariejois as a Celestial Dragon, and the fallout that comes from that. Where he comes from, these people are the ruling class, consider themselves to be literal gods, and are accustomed to having anything they want, so greed, hedonism, and narcissism run rampant and they're guilty of torture, abduction and slavery, casual murder, and pretty much everything awful you can imagine that someone might indulge in when they have infinite money and power and there are zero consequences to their actions. Because of their physical separation from the bulk of the world's population, as well as the military's dedication to protecting and serving them, those who despise them are generally powerless to actually do anything about it. A lone, unprotected Celestial Dragon in the world of the common people might find himself in a pretty dire situation very quickly should they wish to take revenge, which Rosinante discovered firsthand as a child.
Anyway, here are some ways his fear could be experienced by others:
And if you have other ideas on how this fear might be represented/hallucinated/shared with your character, I'm happy to accomodate! He's been holding onto this his whole life, so it's time it gets out finally.
notes: Rosi will be joining the expedition to the mines but you all better believe the above stuff can be seen by anyone, except the last one I suppose which is limited only to other people on the trip.